Suicide

   This might be sad....just telling u now.  I don't know why but friends keep asking me if they can die it hurts me that my close friends would ask me that because they mean something to me and I would never want anything bad to happen to them. Why can't people be nice and care for one another and not think about killing themselves. I really should not be one to talk because I use to think about killing myself but that's because I was in a bad place and bad state of mind and I been trying so hard to leave it and to start over. But it's so hard because I been wanting to kill myself and cut for over 8 years ago but I have not thought about it for a year.  When I do get really sad and depressed all I think about is cutting then I think about why I live and why I love my life and my boyfriend then I start to calm down and just cry for a bit. If u do get sad think about the good and try to not think about killing yourself or cutting it could help, if it don't work then talk to someone you trust.