Pregnant?

I am so happy!! I'm Pregnant. I really didn't think I would be having a baby. I always thought that I was never good enough or think that I would ever get to be a mom but I am and it is the best thing that has ever happed to me. My pregnancy has its good times and bad times. My first few months I had no clue I got pregnant. Then when I got to 3 to 4 months I was throwing up for 2 months then it stopped and once in a while I throw up but it's not as bad. Now I am anemic and my gallbladder had gallstones and if I get another flare up I will have to get surgery to get it removed. I am 30 weeks and it feels so weird having a baby kick and move inside my belly, all I want is to see my baby boy and see how handsome he is. I'm going to cry so much when I first see him and I'm so happy I get to be a mommy and that he has a daddy. I hope to have a girl one day. I love my baby boy and even when it gets hard at times I just think of him and my husband and everything is good again.